| My First 100 Days as an Individual Missionary Volunteer | |||||||||||
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by Holly Heyroth |
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As news organizations marked the first 100 days of a new president in the United States, Individual Volunteer Holly Heyroth of Kansas marked her first 100 days in Tanzania. Holly has been working at Methodist Angel House Orphanage, a children's home that opened five years ago to assist with the care of 40 "amazingly strong and beautiful children." She works alongside three other United Methodist Individual Volunteers caring for the orphans in Tarime, Tanzania. During the last 100 days, our horizons have been expanded. Some days it is easy to get discouraged by what seems like all-too vivid images of what is wrong with the world. Poverty is everywhere. People are ill. Violence is evident. It is not uncommon for us to have at least one child admitted to the local dispensary with malaria or typhoid each week. There are times when I wonder how God is working through all of the tragedy and poverty. And yet God is working in powerful ways. It is I who have had to learn to see how God moves. The first 100 days have probably changed the four of us volunteers more than we have changed anything around us. As we have slowed our minds and our agendas down to the relational pace of African life, our time here has been a training ground for identifying God's presence in the circumstances and the people. One of the most significant ways that we can see God drawing people to him is through the children and young people who daily surround us. The children's faith and joy, despite their challenges and pain, is humbling. Take two examples:
Each child at the orphanage has a story just as compelling as that of Salome and William. Their stories continue to grow my faith. It is difficult not to get discouraged and doubt God's presence when I think about these children's pasts, and the plight of so many people we see on a daily basis. But as soon as I begin to dwell on the past, God reminds me to look forward to the new things that he is accomplishing. God is urging me to look at the world through his perspective and not my own. As I learn to do this, I continue to see that each and every life, mine included, is a miracle of God creating beauty from ashes. "Forget the former things; do not dwell on the past. See, I am doing a new thing!" (Isaiah 43:18-19)
Date posted: May 11, 2009 |
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